Boys...

Relationships are complicated. Even non-relationships are complicated.
I'm really working hard at being patient, specificaly in regards to marriage and wanting to be in a relationship with someone. I'm tired of the creeps. Of the mental agony and worry that comes with the questions, will I ever find that Mr Right? Is that one him? Am I doing the right things to prepare for marriage? When he finds out what a mess I can be, is he gonna run screaming for the hills?
I was on Facebook and went to look at one of my old friend's profile to say hi. We have been sort of friends since kindergarten at CCA. Our mothers are old friends and like to bring up how he had a crush on me in kindergarten. I thought boys had cooties. Needless to say I didn't give him much of a chance. Later on he asked me to homeschool prom and I kinda liked him, but it never turned into anything much. He wasn't very talkative and neither was I. He now has a girlfriend that he likes a lot! And I am happy for him, she fits him way better than I ever did.
So I was on Facebook and he had un-friended me. It stung a little and it took me by surprise.
I mean this is what I prayed for, that if I wasn't the right one for him then he would find the right one. It just caught me off guard that we aren't even friends on facebook anymore.

But then I remember God has a plan for me. He has exactly the right man picked out for me and is working in his life too. The waiting is hard but it is just going to make the relationship I will have with that man even more special.
(It doesn't hurt to pray that the time will go a little bit quicker:)